What happened with us? You used
to be the only one I talk about my day, life and problems and I used to be your
safety place. You used to be my number one, my best friend and sister. But look at us right now.
We’re definitely not the same.
One day we’d to change. But not our friendship. And now we look like
strangers. I don’t talk with you anymore. I can’t tell you about my things. And
you’re totaly closed to me. You don’t tell me anything for two years or more.
What happened with us? With our
friendship? What changed? I still being worst in everything, and you still
the best. But I‘d never care about it
and I don’t care now. But I care about us, about our relationship. I still care about you.
Friends are supposed to be
friends all the time, not on the good ones. I really miss you. I miss the whole time
we spent together. I miss every pictures we took. I miss our jokes and smiles. I
miss you so much that it hurts.
I just can’t talk with you about
anything. My problems may be fools, but maybe aren’t yours. So tell me what is
happening with you, holy shit! I’m your sister, your best friend, do
you remember? “You’ve got a friend”?
I started dating twice in three
years, I know. But I’ve never gave up on you, sis! You’re so important to
me. I need you now and I know you need me. We need each other.
So tell me what happened. What
did fuck change? I really don’t know! Everything I know is that I need you so much
and I miss you even more. I’m asking “what I miss? Why I’m so sad?” I know it now. I miss you. I’m sad, I’m crying because I need our friendship again. I
need our conversation, our jokes, our pictures, our smiles... I miss you more
than anything!
Probably all these words are
wrong, but I don’t care. I know you’re understanding me. This is all I care
about now...